They do say that

                                      The smaller things in life make life worth living...

Honestly, I have to agree with statement completely. The faces she would make just making me so happy seeing her smile. It was like this smile that could never leave me not smiling! I mean the touch of her hand was like a spark of electricity. I mean honestly this is what love feels like and now I understand why people are so afraid of taking this risk. There is so much to gain, and so much to lose at the same time.

Just seeing her smile and looking deep into her eyes was just looking at the stars her eyes are just so sparkling. I love how she would have thumb wars with me while we held hands, and how she'd hate it when I teased her and licked her face playful. Honestly, that was probably something she hated alot but it was some playfully and loving I can never forget.

I remember how we cried late at night because I had to leave in 3 minutes and seeing those eyes crying and me just kissing her ever-so-more. I wiped her tears as I kissed her and said deeply "I love you, I am so lucky to have someone like you" and truly I am lucky to have someone like her. I am glad that all the things that have happened, for the better or for the worst have happened or else I wouldn't have found the love of my life and its so special being with her.

You know that I could never say that I could easily get over her because in actuality, I could never get over her. She just is everything a man would want and I want to be with her forever and I honestly really love this women to death. I am growing remorseful in the fact I am getting tired and crying and barely getting sleep is something that I am starting to do alot and I wish she'd just see how much I love her and I dont care, we can get passed our troubles; but maybe im not worth that and loving someone you just have to let them be happy even if your left crying, dead inside, its better to see them happy. Just like the song by Tim Mcgraw "Just to see you smile".

But honestly, I am never going to stop trying, stop loving her, its unconditionally and I don't care if I die trying to get her back because she is really the best thing thats happened to me. I love that girl with all my heart and I hope she really knows that I trust her, I love her, I need her, She is my bestfriend, she can tell me anything, I will never judge her for anything and that she is truly the most beautiful women in this god forsaken world!

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