The First Time I Saw Her

                  "Somethings are just ment to be.."

Indeed some things are just meant to be, me and her thats for sure! Anyways continuing with my story...

I went to go see my girlfriend I believe it was April 24th, almost positive. But we weren't quite yet in a relationship we wanted to see where it'd go and having been hurt badly I was going somewhat slow. I just arrived in Quebec with my friend Dustin, nerve racked as ever. The bus ride was ever-so-long, felt on-going yet I didn't know yet id be falling in love with this girl.

We had talked for several months and upon having a really seriously conversation one night I cried very hard and solemnly swore to myself to go and see her, and I did. It was not your average travels it was my first time leaving my hometown so I was nervous more then ever. The way she understood me was like no other and I was just so excitied to see her!

Turns out that I had two days to stay to see her because I was in grade twelve and we had an extended few days off due to holidays by the school for government reasons (you know those p.a. days and so on). We arrived and it turns out her house was 4.5 hours away from the hotel, so we decided to walk. I remember I was wearing a guitar shirt, and it was such a struggle of a walk like in somewhere you've never been before. I had googled her house so really it was easier to find then you'd think; I arrived and I texted her telling her I was outside.

Her dad had so happened to arrive so as in movies the father is stereotypically the scare parent of the two parents. So I was nervous to go in, and i was just stuck to the spot. I texted her to come outside and meet me, as soon as I saw her close (I had to wear glasses and didn't have either contacts or glasses) I saw she was wearing her pajamas! I liked them though, they looked like really cool yellow shorts except banana yellow! Anyways seeing her was breathe taking, I was careful to step from her driveway to the door with my friend Dustin as not mentioned. I almost fell at one point then we entered her house.

Her father was there and I was quiet as ever anticipating that he'd ask me something or Vanessa would engage in conversation but I guess that's because she was nervous but she said shy otherwise! I texted her in the middle of texting her father and all you hear is a big vibration! I kind of laughed and she had a giggle because she looked at me. Her father ended up having to leave and it was like a wind of relief to get somewhat time with her (asides from my best friend being there). Dustin and I sat down on the one couch and there was a single chair if you would like to call it opposite the couch and a tv beside the chair but across the sofa.

I decided to try and say "come sit by me" but in more of a welcoming none commanding tone, I believe it came out commanding, I felt like such a jerk but she came over willingly and smiling. Man I love that smile, when she smiled it just reminded me of happiness, and joy. Something I am not accustomed to because I had a very depressing home life / school life. She was beside me and I had two days to make a move, or let her know that I really wanted to be her boyfriend. I moved like I have never before and it kind of made me think "Wow man you got guts here!"

We decided to watch her favorite movie Amityville Horror House, I wasn't watching it over course because I put my arms around her and was holding her as well as kissing quite a bit, (but not so much it was like overkill because my friend was right beside us after all) I watched some of the movie i'll admit but my eyes were only on the girl I was falling in love with. It was like love at first sight I guess you could say, because I was covering my heart and emotions and with her the barrier was ripped off like a band aid.

She has black hair, pierced ears, shes very tall, my height and deep green eyes that would make any man surely fall for her in seconds. If only she knew the power she held over me from that point on-wards, it was illuminating how she could control my every feeling!

The movie finished and I believe I put on the movie I brought Adam Sandler's Anger management movie! But it was perfect because like me she loved Adam Sandler movie's so it was just one interest out of many that we had anyways. I had to force myself to leave because face it; either I stay the night and ditch my friend whom had offered to come or stay with this amazing breathe taking girl. But I couldn't ditch him so I left, earlier then I think I should have anyways. Seeing those green eyes, that beautiful smile, her nose piercing oh jesus. Every bit of me wanted to go back and kiss her, she just was so breathtakingly beautiful

When I say no other women can compare, I mean no other women! She was just my dream girl come true. It was like god knew I needed an angel and put her down her for me. The next day after my friend and I walked back to the hotel and arrived at 1 a.m. we woke for around 10-11 a.m.! Of course the night previous I was texting the love of my life it was just something I couldn't stop doing.

As I was saying, the next day it seemed to hit me hard, I wokeup early which for me is not normal by any stands so it was more strange then any other thing; I had plans with Vanessa today to spend time with her at the mall or at the hotel. We ended up going to the hotel for a certain specific amount of time but we had to leave to go to one of her family get togethers. I mean I was really nervous but the trust I had in Vanessa was like no other and I went even though I wasn't sure about it.

Before we arrived at her uncles her mother was doing some passive casual talking with me that I found very enlightening, because I love when parents actually get to know who you are (her dad was getting gas in the meantime). Thing is that I lived 6 hours away was the biggest shock on her face. But what really made what I said, in my opinion, was the fact that I said I came to see Vanessa and it was my first time travelling.

Man did I not regret a single instance of not going to her uncle's get together! It was a beautiful lake, and the time with her there was just unrealistically amazing. We arrived and I remember being introduced to some of her family but I am bad with remembering stuff at times so I had a hard time remembering all these names of people I just met. I loved talking to her whole family and it reminded me of my family, and I love my family but hers was even better! She thought they were crazy, well maybe im crazy for her but I dont think they were crazy.

We spent what felt like an amazing long time at the lake, until dinner started. She was cuddling with me with my green sweater on that I gave to her. Knowing she loves green I had to give it to her, plus I loved seeing her in my clothing it just showed some of my love even more and how much more passionate I am about that women. The smell in Quebec was like no other, and her perfume was great, I believe it was coconut, and she was wearing her beautiful purple jacket.

Shortly after dinner and watching the hockey game (Vanessa's dad and herself like hockey) we left to go back to her house. It was getting rather late and I was worried for Dustin but I spent some more time at her house because I just couldn't resist it, it was just something that had to be done, y'know? I called the taxi but they were late and thank god they were. A half an hour I got more with that beautiful, angel just looking into those amazing green eyes. I mean I cant describe it. I gave her my sweater and when it finally arrived when I left it felt like hands gripping eachother, but struggling to let go. But my love indeed did not go as I couldn't stop thinking of her.

I got back to the hotel and saw my friend as expected he looked worried and I was not surprised knowing him as well as I did. I texted my girlfriend till she fell asleep and then went to bed shortly afterwards in hopes of seeing her the next day with which I had to leave for my hometown. I mean I was really sad and did not want to. I wanted to cry, every fibre of me wanted to stay for this women that completely understands me, more than any being on this planet and I just couldn't leave.

This s'morning was probably the most unhappiest moments I had when leaving Quebec, but luck turns out that her family was having lunch at a restaurant and I was passing by to get my bus the left nearby there and I just lucked out! We were walking by and I got to see her one last time, hugged her like it was the last time I was going to see her; but ever hug for her was like the last time because I am so afraid of losing her it just was so amazing of a hug to give her.

I left on the greyhound bus being full of regrets and calling myself stupid because I had to leave that girl that made me the happiest man on earth and it was just bottling up inside me. I promised myself I'd go see her again no matter what. She was particularly special and I'd never met a girl as beautiful, intelligent, walking so swift as an angel, so understanding and so strong will'd in my entire life. I just had to go back, it was like a drug addiction, just needed more of that girl.